This track is Adam's day to day paranoia induced mindset.
lyrics
I know I'm not fine
Kicked down almost every time
Can't adjust when I lose myself and I'm growing blind
I'm dumb so give me some space
I don't know what it is I need
Everyday feels back and forth in my mind
(Chorus)
I'm still wondering, what it was I said
to be everybody's punching bag, the point of every joke
I'm still wondering what it was I swore
to be everybody's nobody I guess misery is my whore
And when I'm dead maybe you'll find peace
There will be no more lies to tell
You can stop wasting your time on killing me
I'll march along to the passing days
Explicitly, I'll be estranged
I'll hold my breath 'til the day that I will be the same
(Chorus)
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credits
from I'm Still Here,
released March 26, 2017
Adam Riekstins - Guitar and vocals
Camden Connor - Bass
Jeremy Tingdahl - Drums
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